Rag Doll Lyrics

Rag Doll

I don’t recall
My life at all
Order is gone
Chaos is on

I’ve lost my identity
Don’t know who I’m s’possed to be.
I’m my own community
Not one personality

No more control
That self let go
Not that I mind
It’s fun this time

Thoughts are getting tossed around like a rag doll
That’s me
Running eyes closed until I hit a brick wall
That’s me
Hear so many voices and I named them all
That’s me
Hold myself up so we can own the fall
That’s me

Sanity, a little hazy
But we don’t care if you think I’m crazy
I’m free; That’s what they told me
And we don’t care if you think I’m crazy

Emotions strong
Impulses wrong
When it will show
Only they know

I’ve lost my identity
Don’t know who I’m s’possed to be
I’m my own community
Not one personality

Thoughts are getting tossed around like a rag doll
That’s me
Running eyes closed until I hit a brick wall
That’s me
Hear so many voices and I named them all
That’s me
Hold myself up so we can own the fall
That’s me

If You Want Me Lyrics

If You Want Me

Training my eyes to see what I should not see
Helping me be the one I should not be
Leading me to the places I should not go
Teaching me all the tricks I should not know

You’re all I’ll ever need
Example of the way I should be
Showing me the path up ahead
You’re doing all the right things if you want me

Thinking of ways to find what I should not need
Reading the words I know I should not read

I think I like it; think I’ll stay right here
It’s through your guidance that I shed my fear
My eyes are open for the very first time
To what it’s like to want to cross that line

You’re all I’ll ever need
Example of the way I should be
Showing me the path up ahead
You’re doing all the right things if you want me dead

Making me do the actions I should not do
Breaking me in to be a lot more like you

My eyes are open for the very first time
To what it’s like to want to cross that line

You’re all I’ll ever need
Example of the way I should be
Showing me the path up ahead
You’re doing all the right things if you want me

You’re all I’ll ever need
Example of the way I should be
Showing me the path up ahead
You’re doing all the right things if you want me dead

Learn My Name Lyrics

Learn My Name

I think it’s my purpose
At my best when taking you down
Can’t deal with your noises
Like it best when you’re making no sound
I’m feeling excited
To knock you off of your throne
What you had must end now
So I can come in to my own

Shut you down
Crush your crown
Make you see
You’re nobody

Let’s grow my fame
We’ll play your game
Put you to shame
It’s time to learn my name

End you’re reign
Make you see
You’re nobody

Let’s grow my fame
We’ll play your game
Put you to shame
It’s time to learn my name

I’ll make sure
You’ll never be known here again
Just you in my sights now
Target engaged and locked in
Everyone is watching
To see how quickly you’ll fade
Too long in the spotlight
And this is the price that you’ve paid

Shut you down
Crush your crown
Make you see
You’re nobody

I’m ready and able
To kick you out of my way
I’ve become the hunter
And that has made you my prey
Worked so hard to climb here
And you are blocking my view
Just one thing can happen
And that is me over you

Let’s grow my fame
We’ll play your game
Put you to shame
It’s time to learn my name

New Life Lyrics

New Life

Step out of the dark
Enjoy the warm sun as it lights you
Let go of the chains
Embrace the new freedom as it guides you

Open the lid, push the dirt away
New life begins today

Open up your eyes
Take in all the sights where you find them
Think up the thoughts
That takes all the wrongs and rights them
Listen to the sounds
That fill the real world up with wonder
Close up the book
That is the dark cloud you’ve been under

Open the lid, push the dirt away
New life today

Now is you’re chance to shine, I hope you take it
This is you’re brand new life, no need to fake it
Now is your only time, you better own it
So good to be alive, why don’t you show it

Now is you’re chance to shine, I hope you take it
This is you’re brand new life, no need to fake it
Now is your only time, you better own it
So good to be alive, why don’t you show it

Don’t be afraid of the things you see
You’ll be amazed at who you can be
Open the lid, push the dirt away
New life begins today

Break yourself free
From teachings that are so shallow
Bring out the you
That’s hidden so long in their shadow

Now is you’re chance to shine, I hope you take it
This is you’re brand new life, no need to fake it
Now is your only time, you better own it
So good to be alive, why don’t you show it

Now is you’re chance to shine, I hope you take it
This is you’re brand new life, no need to fake it
Now is your only time, you better own it
So good to be alive, why don’t you show it

Don’t be afraid of the things you see
You’ll be amazed at who you can be
Open the lid, push the dirt away
New life begins today

So Much Power Lyrics

So Much Power

Juiced up by electric flow
Lit up with electric glow
Quick burn in a big bright flash
Hard turn to a big loud crash

Feel the current discharge
On the go and at large
Be the dangerous spark
Hit the dangerous mark

Calls to move are getting louder
Ever more energy hour by hour
No chance I’m slowing down when my battery’s charged with so much power

Dropped in with a heavy load
Pulled pin ready to explode
Brute force breaks it open wide
Off course to enjoy the ride

Feel the pressure unfold
Quick reaction that’s bold
Make the choices too hard
Take the actions too far

Filled with urges to devour
Ever more energy hour by hour
No chance I’m slowing down when my battery’s charged with so much power

I came here to play
To act what I say
Do damage this day
And go out this way

I came here to play
To act what I say
Do damage this day
And go out this way

Blocked out for a bad ass time
Rocked out in some bad ass crime
Kicked off a new kind of low
Pissed off and ready to go

Feel the tension inside
Lose the friction and glide
Soaking up all the pain
Turn a loss to a gain

Inhibitions crushed to powder
Ever more energy hour by hour
No chance I’m slowing down when my battery’s charged with so much power

Black Door Lyrics

Black Door

My presence erased
So I can feel safe all alone
I do this on my own

A simple journey
Effort that earns me peace of mind
And offers boundless time

I’m searching for a space that hides me
Through a black door the universe guides me
Past the violence and the harshness
To the silence in the darkness

Searching for a space that hides me
Through a black door the universe guides me
Past the violence and the harshness
To the silence in the darkness

A singular base
The edge a showcase I am here
That slowly disappears
My final say
Done in my own way

I’m searching for a space that hides me
Through a black door the universe guides me
Past the violence and the harshness
To the silence in the darkness

Necklace Lyrics

Necklace

Hide my face so that you don’t recognise me
Follow behind when you finally walk by me
Reaching out, I really hope you don’t feel this
Little piece of you, to keep here on my necklace

Eyes focus in when I see you
Ears perk up when I hear you
Body aches to be near you
So intense I can feel you

You don’t know that I exist
Makes it easy to persist
Have these visions in my head
Seems so real when I pretend to

Be real quiet while I watch you sleep
Get up close and then breathe in deep
Heart starts pounding as I touch your skin
Lift up the covers and slide right in

Lay here staring at your face
Hold you tight in my embrace
I will never let you go
You will never even know

Love the way your mouth looks when your talking
Love the way your body moves when your walking
Love the little sounds you make when you’re dreaming
Love who you are with every ounce of my being

Eyes focus in when I see you
Ears perk up when I hear you
Body aches to be near you
So intense I can feel you

Secret that is mine alone
Secret that my mind has grown
Have these visions in my head
Seems so real when I pretend to

Be real quiet while I watch you sleep
Get up close and then breathe in deep
Heart starts pounding as I touch your skin
Lift up the covers and slide right in

Lay here while I hold your hand
Turning out just like I planned
I will never let you go
You will never even know

Hide my face so that you don’t recognise me
Follow behind when you finally walk by me
Reaching out, I really hope you don’t feel this
Little piece of you, to keep here on my necklace

Eyes focus in when I see you
Ears perk up when I hear you
Body aches to be near you
So intense I can feel you

Be real quiet while I watch you sleep
Get up close and then breathe in deep
Heart starts pounding as I touch your skin
Lift up the covers and slide right in

Lay here as the urges grow
Take it in nice and slow
I will never let you go
You will never even know

Keep all these thoughts inside
Imagination open wide
Have these visions in my head
Seems so real when I pretend

This Ride Lyrics

This Ride

Right now is the time for me to try and start again
Somehow there’s a way that I can change how this could end
New score of music with one note on the page
No more excuses are left for me to say

I’ll give the child in me another chance to grow
To find the person I am and not the one you know
Can’t fix the past where I wasted so much time
Gonna make it count while I’m still on this ride

Get outta my way
This is my day

I know why it’s taken so long
Took the words to finish the song
Took events to help me recall
Took a blast to bring down what’s been in my way

fight is getting ready and so long overdue
Air tight is the plan for me to finally see it through
New dawn will rise up against a blackened sky
It’s gone; the worry that regret will rule my life

I know why it’s taken so long
Took the words to finish the song
Took events to help me recall
Took a blast to bring down the wall that’s been in my way

I’ll give the child in me another chance to grow
To find the person I am and not the one you know
Can’t fix the past where I wasted so much time
Gonna make it count while I’m still on this ride

Thunder Lyrics

Thunder

Monster
What makes your muscles tense up harder
What keeps the pressure rising farther
What pulls you in and holds you under
It’s not the lightning; it’s the thunder

Do you fear it, and do you struggle to breathe
Do you feel the storm; it’s getting closer
Have you lost your will to be here

Do you hear it, and do you fear it, and do you struggle to breathe
Do you feel the storm; it’s getting closer
Have you lost your will to be

Disorder
That makes you tremble in the corner
That cracks the edges of your border
That causes hiding in the covers
It’s not the lightning; it’s the thunder

It’s the thunder

Do you hear it, and do you fear it, and do you struggle to breathe
Do you feel the storm; it’s getting closer
Have you lost your will to be

Hereafter
It gets your heartbeat going faster
It shames you just like it’s your master
It grips you inside like a hunger
It’s not the lightning; it’s the thunder

Do you hear it, and do you fear it, and do you struggle to breathe
Do you feel the storm; it’s getting closer
Have you lost your will to be

Do you hear it, do you fear it, and do you struggle to breathe
Do you feel the storm; it’s getting closer
Have you lost your will to be here

That Dream Lyrics

That Dream

I am trying to find the place where I fit in
Open up a path that leads to where I’d been
Take time to learn the way to plant a brand new seed
Inside my head is where I find all that I need

A solution has been made clear
Close my eyes to make the truth appear
I need to find myself and just can’t do it here

With the memory of the things that I’ve been shown
Pull near the only peace and comfort I have known

My mind
Has thrown a life line
And now it’s high time
For me to follow the signs
Because they call me
The things that I’ll see
And what I would be
If I could only get back to that dream

A solution has been made clear
Close my eyes to make the truth appear
I need to find myself and just can’t do it here

Escape from what feels like a deep and darkened hole
Reshape what it means to finally be in control

My mind
Has thrown a life line
And now it’s high time
For me to follow the signs
Because they call me
The things that I’ll see
And what I would be
If I could try in a new scene

A solution at the extreme
Close my eyes to create a new scheme
I just can’t be myself until I get back to that dream